Thoughts

Save myself.


Letting go has been the most commonly used phrase in my life. In our lives. Perhaps it may be easy for some than it is to others but I found myself letting go the hardest. I go back and forth with my thoughts for many, many days and without warning, I simply let go.

There’s still that glimmer of hope of wanting to be with somebody we know we can’t have. But that’s just life, that’s just me. I am still not ready and my heart is not settled. I am penning these down in hopes for you to understand my thought process. I have been putting a brave front whenever we speak.

The past week or so has been a little rough for me both mentally and emotionally. I am weak on the inside. Work hasn’t been nice on me either – it never was. It’s provoked my desire to be anti-social. I’m trying, but what I will never do is to give up. I don’t want to be defeated.

Hopefully there will be a turn of events in the weeks to come. I have been trying to tell you that I have been a little down but you paid no attention to it. So as much as I want you to be happy with your business and life, I want some sun to shine on me too.

Ed Sheeran put it so beautifully:

So before I save someone else, I’ve got to save myself

And before I blame someone else, I’ve got to save myself
And before I love someone else, I’ve got to love myself

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